Vent entry #2

Posted: August 14, 2013 in Uncategorized

This is from an incident yesterday.

So in this episode of the husband f**k up diaries, I blurted out the first thing in my head. My wife asked me a question about how she would fare with the opposite sex minus a body part that gets alot of attention.  I said she would get ignored. I really stepped in it this time.

So of course I get the silent treatment and then she tells me I hurt her feelings. This leads to her again telling me that I make her doubt herself. She didnt do this before I was around. Which again makes me feel bad.

If I had actually stopped and processed everything instead of giving her a shorthand answer it might have gone differently but I doubt it. Long answer would have been this: you would get treated differently because men would talk to you but once women or a woman (possessing certain female body part) were in vicinity, their focus would shift in that direction.

The incident happened during our HH yesterday. We are approaching 24 hours of her being upset. I guess I look at attractiveness differently because I’m a man. I don’t have to ask what would happen if I didn’t have such-and-such because I already had to work around what I didnt’ have and use what little I do have.

It’s been 17 days since our last incident. If nothing else this journal allows me to plot out about how long I can go between fuck ups. At this rate I’ll be back here again around the end of the month, assuming we clear this up by this Friday which isn’t altogether certain.

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