Vent entry #1

Posted: August 14, 2013 in Uncategorized
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So as a married man, I f**k up quite consistently, so I keep a vent journal to let off steam. Here’s my first one from August 27th.

I don’t have anyone I feel I can talk to when we have marital arguments, so I’m turning to this journal to blow off some steam.  There will likely be future entries.

 

7-27

My wife GETS ON MY LAST NERVE with “I’m your wife” statements whenever something happens. I swear that shit gets on my nerves.  I can’t say anything because it seems to get turned around where I’m the bad guy. So I hold things in because sayin something doesn’t seem to help me out. I feel like she just wants contrition.  That aint and never will be me.  

So today’s blow up was over me being outside without my shirt on around some neighborhood women.  One is Married Neighbor #1 and the other is some random chick from across the street. MN saw me and then turned her back to me. The other chick did not appear to be paying me any attention but my wife lost it when I got upstairs.  I AM PAYIN NONE OF THESE WOMEN ANY MIND. It pissed me off because it made it seem like I was putting myself of display for their attention. I could give two shits if they look or not.  

My mindset wasn’t even on them looking at me. The thought never crossed my mind. I didn’t want to hose to be on then have Isaac have to come get me and then I have to go back out to turn the water off, while the water is running the entire time.

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